Behind Hazy Eyes

I wonder how picky this world has gotten. Why is it that organisations are crying for people to volunteer their time but when someone actually does it, they don't bother to reply to it?! Remember my "purpose of life" article? After writing that, I sent an application to volunteer at
the SPCA (society for prevention to animal) coz animals welfare is an issue that is very close to my heart and I believe tht is truly something I would enjoy doing. But aiyooooo....my sincere heart has not been acknowledge *dying of a broken heart now* Guess my next step is to volunteer myself to the zoo. Read yesterday in the newspaper how a volunteer has to start by cleaning chimpanzee's shit and slowly graduate to handling animals like Orang Utan. Sounds fair enough to me, so hopefully this intention to do good will be reciprocated this time !!!! Else I think I have to concentrate on taking care of human "animals" called kids!!! *can already feel a migraine coming on!*

Btw, what's with the haze nowadays? Everyday I look out my office window, I kinda forget and think I'm in Genting except Genting does not smell burnt. Told Paul the weather actually reminds me of Holland during our visit there on Christmas. All dark and gloomy looking. Seems everyone's mood in the office changes according to weather too. All pessimistic, all unconvinced and all sleepy head. I don't like the haze at all. No more jogging, no more swimming. Which means NO MORE FIT BODY. Was thinking about joining the gym until I heard some too interesting stories from 2 guys who frequent the gym. 1st guy tells me he has really good body(Well can't comment coz I have not actually seen his naked body but can only imagine it must be good !). Anyway, seems the gym are filled with gay guys and they really fit my idea of gay men. Muscular bodies, leng chai and smart looking. What a shame indeed. Imagine going to the gym and meeting some drop dead gorgeous guy u wanna hit on..keep hitting and hitting...why no result?!! Turns out the bugger is a real bugger who prefers to play the backside. Wasted effort..hai~~ So anyway, this poor friend of mine had to stop going to a particular branch of this gym coz gay guys kept hitting on him and one even stalked him to his car! Gulp~~~ Must give them 10 points for passionate and directness. The 2nd guy, he tells me when he is at the gym, he is always observing gals' bust. Now I give this guy 100 points for hamsap-ness! So with all these weirdos at the gym, I have second thoughts about even stepping foot into one.

Talking abt hamsap guy, our Paulie is one hamsap fella too. Told him I wanted lots of bra shopping in Bangkok and this so called Angelic guy says he will help me to see if it's fitting. Aiyo...now I worry if I picked the right company to go Bangkok with!! And Jay..thinking he would be good boy turns out to be secretly practising chicken styles - well at least me and Paulie thinks so since he's been MIA for a few days now. Don't kill us Jay!!! We always have wild thoughts :D Think i gotta bring a leash along and tie these 2 guys up when we go to Patpong else don't know what disease they bring back with them. O yeah, Patpong has a nice club call THE BED. The sound of it is already tempting enough yeah? ;) Paul was very attracted to the description of "skimpily dressed waitress". Ooo lalaaa..

And since we are on subject of skimpily dressed women, this Friday is gonna be good coz LL is going to display to us her skimpily dressed body. *Wolf whistle!!* Seems our missy says her body has become thin and sexy, and now's the time for her to show off her assets. Hmmmm...u better not let me down miss LL. I salute ur courage. As for me, I still believe I am fat so I think I better not make anyone puke on the dance floor.But let's hope it's gonna be a fun night. Me and LL agreed that it's probably gonna be our last night of clubbing together since it seems so extremely difficult to get people to even come clubbing with us. And I think after this night, our body gonna continue balloning up the weighting scales. Yes LL, admit it...we're never gonna get to our 47 and 48kg. Anyway it's an unhealthy weight for us. We look perfectly fine the way we are now. Good friends compliment each other, right? :D

COP says CHEERS to our last night of clubbing and entry into "responsible" adulthood...*pls note..this is not a guarantee,I am always allowed to go back on my words*