Christmas always brings some sort of sentimental mood to me. Maybe it's the christmas carols or the joy of seeing people going abt selecting presents for their love ones, but it's definitely my favourite festival of the year. Also the most bankrupt festival I must add!
The first miracle of the season has already begun for me and my special friend - whom I have now named BonBon. Bonbon's the dog that I mentioned in my previous blog. Somehow by some magical intervention, my mummy has now declared him an intelligent dog and have given me the consent to feed him! That really goes to show that love and patience can really change a situation even when it seems impossible! My next prayer is for her to allow me to bring him into the house compound and provide him shelter for the rest of his life. Hope you can all pray for this to happen too :D Remember,LOVE NEEDS NO PEDIGREE *wink*
Besides the first miracle, I also got my first present already :) It's not really a Christmas present since I already know what's in it, and the joy of receiving the present is not because it's a present but because it was given to me by my good friend who was also my ex-ex bf. This goes to show that there can be friendship after a broken relationship, and you don't need to be in love with someone to care for them. People always ask me if there is a possibility to love him again, and my answer to you all is there isn't because I never stop loving him in the first place. We have evolved from a romantic r/ship to a more meaningful friendship now and I think that's simply superb because we have become each other's supporter in this life which is full of shitty matters.
I admit life is never smooth, and so full of twist and turns. Sometimes I might feel like giving up on it, and sometimes I feel it has so much hope. Sometimes along the way I'll meet people who really touch my heart and yet at other times I'll meet people who's insincere in their concern for me. Then there are the guys who promises me the world and produces nothing, and there are those who dare not promise anything but show me the world. In each being that I meet, I know God has He reason for making me meet them. Maybe I will not know right now why, but someday I am sure He will reveal. My hope is that in each being I meet, I have been able to show them a little piece of what God's love is really all about. And that is truly what Christmas is all about - not the presents, but the celebration of God's love for us all.
Don't believe God love you? Then sit down and reflect on this. At each of your lowest point in life - be it business failure, work failure, love failure, money failure...has God not always provided a way for you to stand back up? We should all take the example of innoccent little BonBon - with tail wagging he courageously faces up to each day with the hope that a miracle will happen for him.I salute you Lord for showing me the way :)
Merry Christmas everyone!!!
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