So much hair!!

Does all young babies not distinctively look like a girl/boy or is it just the case with my baby? Everytime we go out people will comment "oooooooooooo...so much hair, is it a boy or girl?" So now I end up buying all Zaydeen's clothes in pink colors just so it becomes more obvious she's a girl. But she does have very lovely hair and is the envy of every other baby ....haha..but my mum is a bit obsessed with it coz she's always complaining that the lady at the daycare centre is combing the style all wrong. Geesh, didn't know baby also has styling.

Another thing I am wondering is whether someone who becomes a mother would have a change in personality - as in becoming more angelic? This is because everyone is always saying to me "aiyo..mother already lor..why you still like that". Hmm, didn't know that motherhood can automatically turn someone from "alive" to "plain". No, I still like to jump around and act stupid, and road hogs still makes me boiling mad and neither does it stop me from scolding vulgarity during traffic jams. Or maybe I am just not a good mother ??!!! Well, I try not to say any vulgar words in front of Zaydeen except for the occasional "shit" and "f**k"...oopsss..

Talking about traffic jams, I just want to say that I absolutely hate selfish drivers and road hogs...especially those that drive huge SUV and think they can bully us lesser cars off the road. I admit I'm not law-abiding driver myself, and I probably ruffled a few people on the road too, but don't you just hate it when you are rushing and some stupid car drives on the fast lane and block your way. And they probably do that because they are driving a BMW and think they own the whole highway. That once happened to me. Some silly aunty looking lady driving her BMW at 70 km/h on the fast lane of a 3 lane highway. If I had been just a a little bit more madder I would have ram her hard and shove her off the highway :-p

So you see, motherhood doesn't make one angelic. At the moment it has only made me more stressed and impatient. Hell hath no fury as that of a over-tired, over-worked and sleep-deprived mother. So next time you're driving, make sure the person behind your car doesn't look like a first-time mother...coz tht's probably one of the most dangerous driver on the road!!!! Luckily for Zaydeen, my husband fetches her around and not me :)