Christmas always brings some sort of sentimental mood to me. Maybe it's the christmas carols or the joy of seeing people going abt selecting presents for their love ones, but it's definitely my favourite festival of the year. Also the most bankrupt festival I must add!
The first miracle of the season has already begun for me and my special friend - whom I have now named BonBon. Bonbon's the dog that I mentioned in my previous blog. Somehow by some magical intervention, my mummy has now declared him an intelligent dog and have given me the consent to feed him! That really goes to show that love and patience can really change a situation even when it seems impossible! My next prayer is for her to allow me to bring him into the house compound and provide him shelter for the rest of his life. Hope you can all pray for this to happen too :D Remember,LOVE NEEDS NO PEDIGREE *wink*
Besides the first miracle, I also got my first present already :) It's not really a Christmas present since I already know what's in it, and the joy of receiving the present is not because it's a present but because it was given to me by my good friend who was also my ex-ex bf. This goes to show that there can be friendship after a broken relationship, and you don't need to be in love with someone to care for them. People always ask me if there is a possibility to love him again, and my answer to you all is there isn't because I never stop loving him in the first place. We have evolved from a romantic r/ship to a more meaningful friendship now and I think that's simply superb because we have become each other's supporter in this life which is full of shitty matters.
I admit life is never smooth, and so full of twist and turns. Sometimes I might feel like giving up on it, and sometimes I feel it has so much hope. Sometimes along the way I'll meet people who really touch my heart and yet at other times I'll meet people who's insincere in their concern for me. Then there are the guys who promises me the world and produces nothing, and there are those who dare not promise anything but show me the world. In each being that I meet, I know God has He reason for making me meet them. Maybe I will not know right now why, but someday I am sure He will reveal. My hope is that in each being I meet, I have been able to show them a little piece of what God's love is really all about. And that is truly what Christmas is all about - not the presents, but the celebration of God's love for us all.
Don't believe God love you? Then sit down and reflect on this. At each of your lowest point in life - be it business failure, work failure, love failure, money failure...has God not always provided a way for you to stand back up? We should all take the example of innoccent little BonBon - with tail wagging he courageously faces up to each day with the hope that a miracle will happen for him.I salute you Lord for showing me the way :)
Merry Christmas everyone!!!
Monday, December 19, 2005
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Irony of Life
Don't you sometimes feel like life is a game? A cruel game infact.
There's a cute little doggy that lives opposite my house. Well not exactly live there coz he's been thrown out of the house to become a stray dog, but yet he loyally stays close to the house and even happily wags his tail when he sees the people of the house. Ironic that he's been betrayed by the owner, and yet he's delighted to see them. Even more ironic that those inhumane people can rear a dog but chose to dump such a jovial dog, while I am longing to bring him into my house and yet disallowed from doing so by my mum. I do try to feed the little fella whatever I can get my hands on, but of course at the expense of my mum screaming at me *sad*
When it comes to the working world, there are those are already rich, but yet all the good opportunities just keep falling into their laps. And on the other end of the scale are those who work day and night like a cow but are never rewarded rightfully. Those who sit and daydream at their job, and get the big fat bonus! And why have I never tasted what it's like to have something called a bonus? The unfairness of life indeed.
In love matters, there are those ugly roses that gets the super and some,rich,charismatic guys. Always leave me scratching my head wondering what is their secret?!! Then u have the tall beautiful ladies with the short, big bellied guys. Opposites really attracts?! But the worst case are those who has the best partner they could ever have, but are not willing to open their eyes to see the gem that they have and let it go. Wait, there is an even worse case. Believing something that isn't really true - like cases of women who make themselves believe that the guy loves them, and sell their soul for those guys.
My personal all time best irony - a person can give you the happiest memories in your life, and on the other hand could also be the person to give you the worst heartache ever.
Who said life was boring?
There's a cute little doggy that lives opposite my house. Well not exactly live there coz he's been thrown out of the house to become a stray dog, but yet he loyally stays close to the house and even happily wags his tail when he sees the people of the house. Ironic that he's been betrayed by the owner, and yet he's delighted to see them. Even more ironic that those inhumane people can rear a dog but chose to dump such a jovial dog, while I am longing to bring him into my house and yet disallowed from doing so by my mum. I do try to feed the little fella whatever I can get my hands on, but of course at the expense of my mum screaming at me *sad*
When it comes to the working world, there are those are already rich, but yet all the good opportunities just keep falling into their laps. And on the other end of the scale are those who work day and night like a cow but are never rewarded rightfully. Those who sit and daydream at their job, and get the big fat bonus! And why have I never tasted what it's like to have something called a bonus? The unfairness of life indeed.
In love matters, there are those ugly roses that gets the super and some,rich,charismatic guys. Always leave me scratching my head wondering what is their secret?!! Then u have the tall beautiful ladies with the short, big bellied guys. Opposites really attracts?! But the worst case are those who has the best partner they could ever have, but are not willing to open their eyes to see the gem that they have and let it go. Wait, there is an even worse case. Believing something that isn't really true - like cases of women who make themselves believe that the guy loves them, and sell their soul for those guys.
My personal all time best irony - a person can give you the happiest memories in your life, and on the other hand could also be the person to give you the worst heartache ever.
Who said life was boring?
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